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New York Bias!

  • Writer: Emanuel Bajra
    Emanuel Bajra
  • 9 hours ago
  • 8 min read
Eye-level view of a futuristic New York street with people wearing wire instruments around their heads
Eye-level view of a futurelevel New York street with people wearing wire instruments around their heads

I never believed time travel would happen in my lifetime. Not truly. Like everyone else in New York back in 2028, I treated it as intellectual theatre, one of those impossible ideas wealthy technologists loved to flirt with whenever they grew bored of conquering ordinary reality. The newspapers spoke about quantum displacement theories with cautious fascination. Podcasts debated whether consciousness could survive temporal fragmentation. Venture capital firms poured billions into subterranean laboratories hidden beneath Nevada deserts and Arctic installations. But none of it felt real to people like me. We still worried about rent, subway delays, inflation, loneliness, the slow decay of cities pretending not to collapse.

Time travel belonged to another class of human beings.

And yet, somehow, I became one of the first unwilling people to experience it.

I remember the moment with impossible clarity. The metallic taste in my mouth. The violent pressure behind my eyes. The sensation that every memory I had ever owned was being pulled apart thread by thread. Then came silence. A silence so complete it felt unnatural. When I opened my eyes again, I was standing alone beneath a silver sky in New York City in the year 2108.

At first, I genuinely thought I had died.

The city before me did not resemble the New York I had known. It resembled the memory of New York reconstructed by someone who had only heard stories about humanity. Manhattan still existed, but the island looked taller, smoother, quieter, almost surgically perfected. Entire towers curved like polished bone toward the clouds. Massive bridges floated silently between skyscrapers. Some structures appeared to grow directly from older ruins, as though architecture itself had evolved organically over the century.

There were no flashing billboards. No aggressive advertisements screaming from every wall. No traffic noise. No sirens. Even the air felt filtered, processed, sterilised.

The Hudson River frightened me most.

Parts of it had swallowed lower Manhattan entirely. What had once been avenues and neighbourhoods now disappeared beneath controlled flood sectors protected by colossal underground drainage systems. Transparent barriers rose and lowered mechanically along the waterline. Deep beneath the city, giant tunnel networks pumped water continuously away from residential districts. The future had not defeated nature. It had merely entered into a tense negotiation with it.

Yet none of that unsettled me as much as the people.

In old New York, strangers collided constantly. Bodies brushed against one another. Arguments erupted on sidewalks. Lovers kissed publicly. Drunks sang in subway stations at two in the morning. Humanity leaked everywhere. The city breathed through noise and friction.

This New York moved differently.

People walked with strange calmness, their expressions controlled, almost emotionally balanced beyond what seemed natural. Nobody stared. Nobody interrupted anyone else’s movement. Conversations were brief and purposeful. There was an eerie politeness to everything, as though society itself had been edited for efficiency.

And then I noticed the wires.

Women wore thin metallic strands around their heads and necks like elegant ceremonial jewellery. Some glowed faintly beneath the skin. Others pulsed softly in shifting colours. Men carried almost invisible fibres around their ears, subtle enough to miss unless light reflected against them properly.

At first I assumed it was fashion. Every era invents absurdities and calls them sophistication.

Later, I learned those wires revealed fertility status, hormonal balance, reproductive viability, age category, emotional compatibility, even genetic ranking. Biology had become publicly accessible information. Privacy, at least in the way my century understood it, no longer existed.

Children belonged not to couples but to communal family structures. A single child could carry genetic material from dozens of fathers selected through algorithmic compatibility systems. Women governed most institutional structures: law enforcement, administration, urban planning, education, reproduction councils. Men largely occupied labour divisions beneath the city, maintaining tunnel systems, environmental barriers, infrastructure grids, and fertility programmes.

The future had not erased hierarchy.

It had simply redesigned it.

What struck me hardest, though, was the loneliness.

The city was full of people and yet emotionally hollow in a way I struggle even now to explain. Citizens rarely spoke to strangers. Random interaction triggered suspicion. Most individuals remained within enormous residential family campuses monitored by behavioural AI systems that regulated social instability before it could develop. Emotional unpredictability had become a civic risk factor.

The more perfect society became, the less human spontaneity it seemed willing to tolerate.

I wandered for hours in a daze until instinct guided me toward the place where I had once lived.

I found my old apartment building standing impossibly intact between shimmering towers connected by aerial walkways. Time had transformed it into a historical preservation site dedicated to early twenty-first-century urban refugee culture. Tourists lined outside the entrance waiting to experience what life had been like before the restructuring decades.

I stood there staring at the building for several minutes before entering.

Back in 2028 it had been ugly in the ordinary way New York buildings often are. Rusted fire escapes. Stained walls. Pipes groaning through winter nights. The smell of old cooking trapped forever in hallways. I used to complain about that building constantly.

Now it was sacred.

People moved through the rooms quietly as if visiting a church.

And then I saw them.

My mother’s flower pots still hanging from the balcony exactly where she had left them.

The sight hit me with such force I physically stopped breathing for a moment.

Out of everything time could have erased, it spared those fragile pots of soil and dying flowers.

Not because they mattered historically.

Because they mattered to me.

I remember standing there unable to move while tourists passed around me discussing “primitive domestic aesthetics” as though my childhood had been an archaeological discovery. Behind protective glass sat my old room. My bed remained untouched. My books still leaned crookedly against one another. Even my toys had been arranged according to archived behavioural scans recovered from ancient cloud systems.

Someone had reconstructed my life from data.

The thought terrified me.

A small plaque near the hallway read: HAPPY 250 YEARS US.

Children walked through our kitchen pointing at utensils like museum artefacts from a vanished civilisation. One little boy asked his mother whether humans really used to cook manually. She laughed softly and said yes.

I wandered into my parents’ bedroom after that, but memory began slipping strangely there. I could no longer separate real recollection from emotional reconstruction. Time had damaged something inside me. I stood staring at the walls trying desperately to remember the final morning I ever spent there, but the details dissolved whenever I reached for them.

Eventually I left because remaining any longer felt unbearable.

Outside, evening had begun descending over Manhattan. The city lights rose softly rather than aggressively, illuminating towers in pale gold and silver tones that reflected against low clouds.

That was when I met her.

She stood beside an aerial transit platform near 33rd Street and 8th Avenue while a police escort vehicle disappeared upward into organised streams of airborne traffic. Everything about her seemed composed with impossible precision. Blonde hair moving gently against the wind. Pale skin glowing beneath the city lights. Calm eyes carrying that same unnerving emotional balance I had noticed everywhere in 2108.

She held a translucent scheduling interface in one hand.

I should have kept walking.

Instead I spoke.

“That landing looked smooth.”

The sentence sounded absurdly small beneath the weight of everything happening around me, yet it interrupted her routine enough that she looked up in surprise.

People did not casually address strangers anymore.

Not here.

Not now.

She studied me for several seconds before smiling slightly.

“Thank you,” she replied.

And then, unexpectedly, she continued walking beside me.

I still remember how strange that felt.

Two strangers walking through Manhattan talking without permission from any system, any compatibility algorithm, any monitored social framework. It felt illegal in a way neither of us fully understood.

We spoke carefully at first. About the weather barriers protecting lower Manhattan. About the tunnel workers beneath the Hudson. About how family campuses operated. She explained that spontaneous interaction had declined because emotional instability once triggered several social collapses during the middle decades of the century. People trusted systems more than intuition now.

“Less pain,” she said quietly.

“But less life too,” I answered before thinking.

She looked at me differently after that.

Not suspiciously.

Curiously.

For the first time since arriving in 2108, I felt visible again.

Of course, she had no idea who I really was.

I was not merely displaced.

I was condemned.

Back in my own timeline, I committed a crime severe enough to fracture my entire life beyond repair. Even now I struggle to explain exactly what happened because history itself became unstable during those years. Governments manipulated chronology. Corporations monetised probability futures. Political systems weaponised alternate timelines through quantum forecasting engines.

The world had changed faster than morality could keep up with it.

My punishment was supposed to be temporal exile through the Infinity Tube.

Most people never survived the process.

The machine operated through AI-controlled quantum nodes capable of projecting human consciousness across unstable chronological sectors. If calibration failed by even microscopic degrees, the body could disintegrate, consciousness could fragment, or the traveller could disappear into unreachable timelines forever.

Tube 23 malfunctioned.

Instead of execution, I arrived in 2108.

Sometimes I still wonder whether that malfunction was accidental.

Or whether someone, somewhere, wanted me to survive.

As days passed in future Manhattan, my relationship with the city deepened into something dangerously emotional. I hated parts of it. Admired other parts. Feared nearly all of it.

Hunger had almost vanished. Disease was heavily controlled through biological engineering. Flood systems protected millions. Violent crime was rare. Genetic disorders had been reduced dramatically.

Human suffering had been minimised with extraordinary efficiency.

But in the process, humanity itself felt partially anaesthetised.

Nobody touched casually anymore.

Nobody laughed loudly.

Nobody fell recklessly in love.

Everything existed within systems of optimisation.

And still, despite all that control, loneliness survived.

Perhaps loneliness always survives.

One night, weeks after my arrival, I returned alone to the old apartment building. Rain moved softly across Manhattan, distorting the city lights into trembling rivers of colour. The museum had closed hours earlier, but somehow the side entrance remained unlocked.

I walked quietly through the dark corridors until I reached the balcony.

The flower pots were still there.

Dead now.

Dry soil.

Cracked ceramic.

One broken stem leaning sideways against the railing.

I sat beside them for what felt like hours staring across the future skyline. Somewhere far below, tunnel systems hummed beneath flooded foundations. Above me, aerial traffic drifted silently between towers like mechanical constellations.

And for the first time since arriving in 2108, I cried.

Not because I wanted to return home.

But because I finally understood there was no home left to return to.

Time travel destroys something fundamental inside a person. People imagine it as adventure, discovery, transcendence. It is none of those things. It is grief stretched across centuries. You become a refugee not only from geography, but from reality itself. Every memory becomes politically obsolete. Every emotional reference belongs to dead systems. Even language begins abandoning you slowly.

I realised then that the cruelest part of the future was not its technology, its social order, or its engineered biology.

It was its indifference.

The future does not wait for anyone.

It moves forward calmly, elegantly, mercilessly.

And then something happened I still cannot explain rationally.

As I sat there beside those dead flowers, the city lights across Manhattan suddenly dimmed for several seconds. Just briefly. Barely noticeable.

But in that darkness, every window across the skyline illuminated simultaneously from within.

Millions of silhouettes appeared.

Standing still.

Watching.

Not speaking.

Just watching.

For one impossible moment, it felt as though the entire city had become aware of me.

Aware that a man from a forgotten century sat among the ruins of his own life unable to move forward and unable to return.

Then the lights returned.

The silhouettes vanished.

The city resumed breathing normally.

But I understood something then that still haunts me.

New York had not forgotten the past.

It had buried it alive inside itself.

And somewhere beneath all the polished towers, the artificial calmness, the biological systems and perfect order, humanity was still there, trapped beneath layers of progress, waiting desperately for someone to remember what it once felt like to be imperfect, emotional, chaotic, mortal.

I looked down at my mother’s dead flower pots one final time before leaving the balcony.

And suddenly I understood why they had preserved them for nearly a century.

Not because they were beautiful.

Not because they were historical.

But because fragile things are often the last proof that something truly lived at all.

 
 
 

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